CAN'T COPE. SERIOUSLY.
This is bad. I'm having a REALLY hard time getting through this letter to Go-kun. Every time in the past week that I've been working on it, I start crying.
I'M NOT READY FOR HER TO LEAVE. AT ALL. I DID NOT HAVE PROPER ADVANCE NOTICE FOR THIS.
A Bow Hall retirement is not the same as a Daigekijou retirement, where one has something like FOUR MONTHS to accept the idea. Go-kun even made her announcement late, only two days before shonichi, so I've had barely over ONE month to prepare for this inevitability.
I've been feeling so low about it that I'm thinking of lining up for raku toujitsuken... but the toujitsuken page doesn't want to give me any hope for the late performance. ;_____; If I'm going to see this show again just for Go-kun, it has to be the FINAL show so I can hear her SPEECH.
AUGH. PAIN. TORMENT. WHAT TO DO.
I'M NOT READY FOR HER TO LEAVE. AT ALL. I DID NOT HAVE PROPER ADVANCE NOTICE FOR THIS.
A Bow Hall retirement is not the same as a Daigekijou retirement, where one has something like FOUR MONTHS to accept the idea. Go-kun even made her announcement late, only two days before shonichi, so I've had barely over ONE month to prepare for this inevitability.
I've been feeling so low about it that I'm thinking of lining up for raku toujitsuken... but the toujitsuken page doesn't want to give me any hope for the late performance. ;_____; If I'm going to see this show again just for Go-kun, it has to be the FINAL show so I can hear her SPEECH.
AUGH. PAIN. TORMENT. WHAT TO DO.