thats swell
so ive had the weirdest week ever.
i go visit nick and hes not even excited to see me. LIKE AT ALL. its not like i expect him to be jumping for joy or any shit like that....but man.....
i feel like my hearts been ripped out again. i cant understand how boys can have such a big impact on my life...and whats even more weird is how i cant do anything to make it better . it just sucks.
melissa is still gone to mexico and i really miss her. i want her to come home so she can tell me that im over reacting and that ill get over it.
on the flipside, i got the tattoo. suuuppper cute. i like it and shit, but its scabbing, and im not down with that. i just want it to look nice.
i painted my room olive green with ashley this weekend. i dont know what came over me that made me want to do that, but i thought it was a good idea at the time. when i look at it now though, no dice. i actually find it hard to fall asleep in. what was i thinking?
k so i covered the tat, nick, melissa, room.....what else?
moved out of st catharines, back to the creek. miss the house already. watched brad pitt on oprah. cant wait to see friends on thursday. started working at dofasco. and right now im going to buy smokes. CCCCCCCCYAAAA
oxo
i go visit nick and hes not even excited to see me. LIKE AT ALL. its not like i expect him to be jumping for joy or any shit like that....but man.....
i feel like my hearts been ripped out again. i cant understand how boys can have such a big impact on my life...and whats even more weird is how i cant do anything to make it better . it just sucks.
melissa is still gone to mexico and i really miss her. i want her to come home so she can tell me that im over reacting and that ill get over it.
on the flipside, i got the tattoo. suuuppper cute. i like it and shit, but its scabbing, and im not down with that. i just want it to look nice.
i painted my room olive green with ashley this weekend. i dont know what came over me that made me want to do that, but i thought it was a good idea at the time. when i look at it now though, no dice. i actually find it hard to fall asleep in. what was i thinking?
k so i covered the tat, nick, melissa, room.....what else?
moved out of st catharines, back to the creek. miss the house already. watched brad pitt on oprah. cant wait to see friends on thursday. started working at dofasco. and right now im going to buy smokes. CCCCCCCCYAAAA
oxo