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so... i'm home alone for the second night in a row
... and i hate it.
he didn't come to the party.
he said he was too tired and shouldn't drive.
and that he could make it up to me sometime and he'd call me tomorrow.
i don't know if he really was that tired ...
or if he's just trying to let me down without being an asshole...
which is why everyone should just always straight out say what they think.
i'm a little drunk.
i thought he could actually get to know me better,
when i'd be in a really comfortable environment, and really being myself.
i was planning on getting completely wasted tonight, cause angie never has parties.
but being there alone just put a little drag on the night...
and i really just wanted to watch tv and go to sleep.
... and i hate it.
he didn't come to the party.
he said he was too tired and shouldn't drive.
and that he could make it up to me sometime and he'd call me tomorrow.
i don't know if he really was that tired ...
or if he's just trying to let me down without being an asshole...
which is why everyone should just always straight out say what they think.
i'm a little drunk.
i thought he could actually get to know me better,
when i'd be in a really comfortable environment, and really being myself.
i was planning on getting completely wasted tonight, cause angie never has parties.
but being there alone just put a little drag on the night...
and i really just wanted to watch tv and go to sleep.