1. I may have downloaded the new episode a little too early in the day, considering I'm not going to be watching it until 8pm. At least I haven't opened the folder and just sat and stared at the file yet. Few more hours before I sink that low. PLEASE DON'T SPOIL ME FOR IT BEFORE THEN :3
2. Fic that should exist: Sam and Dean have a run in with a lit professor witch who's so annoyed by their rigid conformity to society's gender construct she turns them into hermaphrodites. In the hunt to find a cure, they learn things about themselves, society, and literary theory. YEAH.
3. I am actually doing academic research for my big bang. Look, I had to go to the library to hide from my cleaner after yesterday's INCIDENT, and I grabbed a book on Queer theory to read, and there was some INTERESTING STUFF. (Did you know that, at the time of the study (1996), most lesbian/bi women don't start questioning their sexuality until their late teens? That boggled me. I started the questioning when I was 10/11. Thank you, fandom, for speeding up my sexual identity crisis. (Clearly if Jared had been reading gay wizard porn when he was a young 'un, he wouldn't be benching 335 pounds to try and express his gay love to Jensen now. (...I think I am okay with the way his sexual identity crisis is doing things.))) I think I am actually going to have to create a big bang filter after all, so I can gabble on about this stuff without everyone else wanting to stab me.
4. You know what would speed up the wait for 4x13? Being able to download the last part of JPad's dolphin extravaganza, but the file's still unavailable and I don't want to start badgering the uploader when it's only been four days. DAMN YOU MEGAUPLOAD.
5. COMPLAINT: it is extremely fucking demoralising, living right next to construction work. I can never sleep as long as I'd like to (which, okay, most days I'm getting up at 10am, maybe even 11 if they're only hammering, but still. It would be nice to have a full night's sleep, even if said full night means I don't get up until the afternoon), the builders take their fagbreaks in the shelter next to my room, the work goes on all day until like 4/5pm (and that is about the time Upstairs Neighbour decides to turn their music up to 11 and jump around their room), and they don't seem to abide by some kind of This Is Our Day Off schedule. If I could just think to myself 'aah well, at least it's their day off on Tuesday, Smeagol will be free then,' that'd make it a lot easier. *hands* It's just, THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON SINCE OCTOBER. It will probably still be going on when I leave. I'm not the kind of person who can zone background noise out. ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S DRILLS.
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PS. You now how I have a theme song for everything I write ever? THIS IS THE ONE FOR MY BIG BANG:
Aerosmith-
Never Loved a GirlI ain't never
I ain't never, no, no
Loved a girl the way that I
I love you
Hee :D