once you knew a girl and you named her Lover
well, i haven't written in this in forever. i saw someone on it and then i remembered i have one. haha so here i am. uhm yea A LOT has happened since my last update....but i obviously can't recap all of that....it would take me 4 months of typing haha. as of things right now for myself. they're okay i suppose, i'm single and hating it. i want a relationship and i've had the oppurtuinty to have one....but the ppl i just dont click with them at all, plus idk...i guess i'm not 100 percent ready yet. i have a job at shaws now...great...lol, but better than no job. gonna maybe get some buds, could be good profitable. uhm yea i really need a new car...my father is a scumbag, allie is a crackhead, nick is...well he's his regular bi-polar crazy self...and renee is havin a bit of a downtime which sucks. don't feel to bad, you'll experience worse as life goes on. idk, things for myself have been coming apart and its hard to cope with..i mean i do it cuz i have to. but honestly, sometimes i just don't know anymore, about anything. except that i need a car and to go to school! but it all costs money, and it's hard when no one helps you out and the ones bringin you down are the ones you live with. kinda fucked up situation, but i've been dealin with it forever now so i'm used to it....god i hate to see renee cry. but it's somethign she has to deal with, i'm here for you sweety. but yea i guess that'll be it for this entry, more to come.
~Andy
~Andy