When I left you on Caprica, and came back to Galactica---I did a lot of frakked up stuff, too. Drunk, sober, you name it. I couldn't stand the thought that you were dead.
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I'm sorry that you had to go through that. I didn't know. I promise. I thought I was gone six hours, seven tops. I wouldn't have ever--I know we had our problems back then, but I wouldn't have wanted you think I was dead.
When I left you on Caprica, and came back to Galactica---I did a lot of frakked up stuff, too. Drunk, sober, you name it. I couldn't stand the thought that you were dead.
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I'm sorry that you had to go through that. I didn't know. I promise. I thought I was gone six hours, seven tops. I wouldn't have ever--I know we had our problems back then, but I wouldn't have wanted you think I was dead.
I hope you know that.
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I know, I know. I'm not blaming you for that, really. We all thought that, though, so...
Hell, I don't know what I'm saying.
It was tough, though, and I frakking missed you like you wouldn't believe, but I know it's not your fault. Got it?
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I can't believe you'd actually miss me. I wasn't very nice to you.
Then again...have I ever been very nice to you? I don't think that's why you like me.
I got it. Really, I do.
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Like I keep saying, we don't get to choose who we love.
Good.
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I can't imagine anyone would ever choose me, given how frakking impossible I am.
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Well I did. Maybe I like the fact that you're impossible. Ever consider that?
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Well, it's a good thing. Since we're, you know. Making a go of this. Or whatever.
Sam. I'm--happy. Happy we're doing this. Gods, please let me not fuck this up.
There. That was nice, wasn't it?
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Sure, we're making a go of this.
You're happy? Frak, Kara, I'm happy. Happier than I've been since I found out about the whole Cylon thing. All because of you. And yes.
That was nice. *laugh*
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::smiles::
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