You shouldn't have told me about the tears running down your face, by the way. It's really pathetic and cute. And I'll use it against you...
I find myself not even bothering to read
G.'s emails all the way through. I initially file them away and check for any new messages from LJ-folk. When I do work my way back to his latest communique, I just feel all the more guilty, like I am a fucker for leading him on.
We are not going to go anywhere. Ever.
How do I phrase that in a less blunt way?