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I didn't get home until 11 last night, and I should have come home early. But I didn't and there's no use crying about it. I bought some bracelets and earrings and a belt yesterday at the mall. And then I spent $104 at Barnes and Noble, most of it was buying presents for other people. I was feeling really generous. Plus I bought their member card which was $25. I didn't feel guilty so it's all good.
I want to tear my face off.
I have to be at work in an hour, which shouldn't be an issue, since I'm not gonna shower but I am going to was the important parts. I don't like this Ritalin shit, I don't like stimulants. So far it's been serious withdrawl every day in between and after doses and I'm just not enjoying it. And I talk like a crackhead while I'm on it. But I have to give it at least two weeks. Monday I call the doctor for a consult about ECT. While I am feeling somewhat less depressed, it goes away when the Ritalin wears off. So it's just like I'm high on cocaine. Which is a pointless situation.
I'm going to go eat breakfast.
I want to tear my face off.
I have to be at work in an hour, which shouldn't be an issue, since I'm not gonna shower but I am going to was the important parts. I don't like this Ritalin shit, I don't like stimulants. So far it's been serious withdrawl every day in between and after doses and I'm just not enjoying it. And I talk like a crackhead while I'm on it. But I have to give it at least two weeks. Monday I call the doctor for a consult about ECT. While I am feeling somewhat less depressed, it goes away when the Ritalin wears off. So it's just like I'm high on cocaine. Which is a pointless situation.
I'm going to go eat breakfast.