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I don't feel too hot.
Went to the doctor, it was a very unsuccessful trip. I have to have an x-ray done of my left hand and bloodwork and a urinalysis. But I think what it really comes down to is that there's nothing other than my emotional state making me feel like shit. The pain, everything, it's all imaginary, and I can't stop imagining it.
I want to dig myself a hole and live in it forever. I feel like breaking off ties with everybody and checking myself into an institution I know I'll never make it out of.
This is really fucking difficult right now.
Went to the doctor, it was a very unsuccessful trip. I have to have an x-ray done of my left hand and bloodwork and a urinalysis. But I think what it really comes down to is that there's nothing other than my emotional state making me feel like shit. The pain, everything, it's all imaginary, and I can't stop imagining it.
I want to dig myself a hole and live in it forever. I feel like breaking off ties with everybody and checking myself into an institution I know I'll never make it out of.
This is really fucking difficult right now.