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Ok here it be:
3 months tomorrow with whats his face. Honestly it seems like way more in a good way. Yea so I met his family and a few assorted aunt uncles and cousins. It was ok but you know me and large groups of people. I was silent and awkward but oh well. I didn't mess anything up with the immediate family and I am glad that Matt doesn't have his mother's nose. Which isn't really a possiblity because of genetics. But regardless I'm glad. The highlight was his dad pulling out this itty bitty motorbike thingy and I totally would have ridden it but I was all cuted out with a skirt so I couldn't. But a few of the "men" rode it up and down the block. It looks sweet. Ya so it wasn't bad and it was almost good.
The game plan for LB is Friday with my mommy till she's tired. Saturday if the weather agrees Beach CPK something and then RFC. All my fav. chicas are soooo invited that it's practically mandatory. But that doesn't mean I'll pay for ur food. (I would but I'm super poor). So the beach part is free at the very least show up for that. Or the something part. Though that may involve time at my house. I don't know yet. Sunday I haven't really planned out but I still need to work in El Burrito Jr. somehow and we are leaving afternoonish. So yea. Sketchy but ok.
School is ok but yea math is kicking my ass. I may fail it so I need to sign up for it again this summer to take with my physics class. Booo. Oh well. Bah I guess I've accepted this and am trying to better it. But Matt's so distracting.
I was rereading my lj and all the time that I was with Arthur I was very unhappy. I realized I stayed with him just to try and make him happy. But there was no honesty on my part which is why he got so hurt when things were over. I feel really bad but I really have learned from it and I think most importantly found someone who makes me happy. So bad but yay, for me.
Summer is pretty much summer school and then maybe home for like a week or two I'm not sure but to stay any longer I'd need a job or to sublet my place for the month. So honestly I'm not sure. I would like to go home but I don't see it happening for more than a lil while.
Also I would like to say that I'm sorry to Brad but he is blowing it out of proption and being melodramtic about it. You canceled on me a while ago and I didn't spaz out about it so I don't think its fair in reverse. But honestly I didn't do anything that was outta line so if you want to be mad at me thats fine. But honestly I'm sorry I upset you.
Ok thats it for me. Lots of <3 to the peoples. I can't wait to see you all.