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Okay so im sitting here with my dirty socks on Hayley(ali's friend whos 10) as shes stroking my feet....weird...but quite comfy. Its nice. I love hayley, 2 of my sisters friends i actually like are Hayley and Sarah (Kelly's younger sister)..oh and I almost forgot about Hilary(mikes lil sister) and Lauren(paula's lil sister) so make that 4.. and of course ali my lil sister (she made me right that)...and Hayley is talking in am accent somewhat like that of andy. Haha its hilarouis, and they decided to make homemade hot chocolate and my 10 yera old sister goes "look im elegant*picks up huge cup of cocoa with pinky out and spills the whole cup all down her shirt* it was quite hilarouis...and as hayley is continueing to stroke mine and ali's feet she goes to my mom "come on over ill stroke ur feet too". R they weird or what? Sad part is im actually going along with this. This is how bored I am...and they r like 4 years younger than me. O well, Hayley's cool, ali is cool most of the time....ehh...actually not most of the time...only 20% of the time. So neways sorry I havent updated this in a long time but thats cool cuz its friends only and no one like reads it. Neways I was trying to update early and my stupid parental controls wouldnt lemme and it will now....sketchy. Its just a lj not porn u sketchy idiots at AOL. So who else is so glad its Friday? I was so tired this week! I thought it would never end not to mention i was out on Monday. Yup and then i was behind all week with makeup work but im almost finally completely caught up. Im so tired and XC ski team is taking alot out of me. i can feel my leg muscles burning and i can feel them even when im trying to get to sleep laying in bed or just shifting positions, they r like rock hard. Its hard 4 me Im not used to having to deal with this, im not in the best shape but im getting there. It really helps Mr. Norander (my coach and my world history teacher) is really nice and supportive and fun, we play games all the time at practice, all the girls on my team and most of the guys ive gotten to talk to all seem really nice. Im trying to keep up with everyone, im slowly getting more in shape, i can do this. I love having andy on the team with me, having a best friend doing it with you is always a plus, its like it gives me an extra boost when i feel like quitting, i kno he will be there no matter what. Hes not someone I needa impress like all the other guys ive ever known, liked, or had as friends, its different, i kno hes not gonna laugh at me....unless even I laugh at myself and i kno hes not thinking about how stupid i look or how outta shape i might be. I dont have to worry about how my hair looks or how skinny i am, or how stupid i look in my workout clothes(i dont do the athletic look very well). Hes really good at the positive reenforcement thing and it really helps me. If I have one major insecurity its athletics...and i usually get embarrassed or fusterated cuz it doesnt come easy to me, like it does for the majority of ppl in this world, im a girly girla nd theater arts and musicain girl but whatever. Im sticking with this. As long as I have my favorite person in the whole world and my very best friend by my side. If i didnt tell you, andy (hoping ur reading this which i kno u rnt but someone will tell u...i can count on it) i appriciate u more than u kno. Ur the best friend a girl could ask for, my other half. And I still owe u a huge thanku 4 that sweet thing u did the other day, u kno what im talking about...I cant belive u did that on ur own...i didnt think anyone would care that much about me to take the initative to do that. So neways im bored 4 the weekend i have an appointment for my eyebrows to get down but that will only take five minutes nad i may have an appointment with kate tommorow not sure. Otherwise im thinking maybe spending my chanukka gift certificates tommorow and maybe girls night plus andy....maybe pj 2...dk....my thrat kinda hurts...im gonna go to bed...song of the day tommorow...lol then it wont be the song of the day but whatever maybe ill do double tommorow if ull really miss it that much
<3 jackie
<3 jackie