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working on a paper for a week now. i have over one hundred bibligraphy cards and fifteen sources, I think I'm ready to type my 7- 14 page paper now, it's due on monday by five. there are so many things i would like to do this weekend but i know my scholarly motivation is lacking, we will see how things pan out.
my hair is ready for a change, it is a shame my ten year fad has gotten popular, i am unsure if i want to invert bob for a while *sigh* i just hacked six inches off of tori's hair, looks good, i think i may do something similar. its also natural. unless i go in the sun and lighten it up, i have relized that my color is ugly. it needs a change too.
bought thirty five pairs of fingerless gloves, some stripey, some argyle and some houndstooth, going to sell most of them, see if i can profit, money has been tight but it seemed like a worthy investment. what i really wanted to do was victoria secret it up. six for thirty smelly good sprays. i was dissapointed that they discontinued my scent:( i checked online and they want two fold what its worth. if i had know, i would have bought twenty bottles of that shit, makes me sad, they have a new similar scent but its not the same.
yea, a change is needed, and so is a fitness routine, i have let myself go, too many thanksgiving dinners and not enough movement, i have been so consumed in homework, i havnt been running around with jonah. t.v. is now his personal preference of entertainment. i used to do m y routine when jonah would fall asleep, but now i am paranoid his dad will come home while im doing them, its not that i can't do it, im just weirded out by some old man with a missing tooth gawking at me. my ass is four inches bigger, waist-2, tits-2.5. i am now a 38-26-38.5. hmm.. not bad proportions, they just don't tell you under that waist is a pooch, and not the sexy pulp fiction type either.
venting a lot. i guess i needed to. been disconnected from reality and its consequences but trying my best to uphold to standards. the norm has been wake up at seven, go to work. do homework at work, play with jonah, cook crappy food left at their house for him, pick up spoiled kids and prepare snack.get off around four thirty take a shower and go to class or take a shower and go to the red heads, only to sit in his room infront of a computer...doing homework. this paper shit is horrifying, after this i have a qualitative ananlysis to critique. sometimes we go out for food or play pool.
ren fair is in the near fiture, i can taste it, one weekend before the 28th. im babysitting next saturday so i can afford it. i bought monarch butterfly wings for a buck, i am excited to be able to use them, but i don't think i have stretchy black lace, i will need to invest in some soon.
that red head- im his longest quazi relationship. i like him to the point of infatuated puppy love, and if i believed he could open up more, i am sure i could get sucked in, i can tell the constancy of passion has already died down, its been a few months now. ill see how far down the rabbit hole i can go before i gt stuck, or hit the ground n break my neck because no one is at the bottom to catch me.
oh also today i got to clean up vomit. exciting...all over their new couch, in my hair and on my sweater which is now in the wash.
my hair is ready for a change, it is a shame my ten year fad has gotten popular, i am unsure if i want to invert bob for a while *sigh* i just hacked six inches off of tori's hair, looks good, i think i may do something similar. its also natural. unless i go in the sun and lighten it up, i have relized that my color is ugly. it needs a change too.
bought thirty five pairs of fingerless gloves, some stripey, some argyle and some houndstooth, going to sell most of them, see if i can profit, money has been tight but it seemed like a worthy investment. what i really wanted to do was victoria secret it up. six for thirty smelly good sprays. i was dissapointed that they discontinued my scent:( i checked online and they want two fold what its worth. if i had know, i would have bought twenty bottles of that shit, makes me sad, they have a new similar scent but its not the same.
yea, a change is needed, and so is a fitness routine, i have let myself go, too many thanksgiving dinners and not enough movement, i have been so consumed in homework, i havnt been running around with jonah. t.v. is now his personal preference of entertainment. i used to do m y routine when jonah would fall asleep, but now i am paranoid his dad will come home while im doing them, its not that i can't do it, im just weirded out by some old man with a missing tooth gawking at me. my ass is four inches bigger, waist-2, tits-2.5. i am now a 38-26-38.5. hmm.. not bad proportions, they just don't tell you under that waist is a pooch, and not the sexy pulp fiction type either.
venting a lot. i guess i needed to. been disconnected from reality and its consequences but trying my best to uphold to standards. the norm has been wake up at seven, go to work. do homework at work, play with jonah, cook crappy food left at their house for him, pick up spoiled kids and prepare snack.get off around four thirty take a shower and go to class or take a shower and go to the red heads, only to sit in his room infront of a computer...doing homework. this paper shit is horrifying, after this i have a qualitative ananlysis to critique. sometimes we go out for food or play pool.
ren fair is in the near fiture, i can taste it, one weekend before the 28th. im babysitting next saturday so i can afford it. i bought monarch butterfly wings for a buck, i am excited to be able to use them, but i don't think i have stretchy black lace, i will need to invest in some soon.
that red head- im his longest quazi relationship. i like him to the point of infatuated puppy love, and if i believed he could open up more, i am sure i could get sucked in, i can tell the constancy of passion has already died down, its been a few months now. ill see how far down the rabbit hole i can go before i gt stuck, or hit the ground n break my neck because no one is at the bottom to catch me.
oh also today i got to clean up vomit. exciting...all over their new couch, in my hair and on my sweater which is now in the wash.