hell hath no fury like a woman scorned

[wantingtosay]

oh man I fucked up big time.
and I hate myslef for it

I hate that I let you fool me
that I let it get so far
and last so long

I hate the fact that I should have known all along
but ignored the signs

I hate the fact that you still tell everyone its all in my head
and that you would never...because you cared for me so much
but I have proof and a confession from you...even though I'm sure there is more to come

I hate the fact that I got talked into a relationship with you
remember I was just wanting to have fun [rebound]
but you sir were the one who wanted something more

I hate all of your excuses you have come up with
just to be with her

and her of all people
the one you said was nothing to you but a friend
the one you said was ugly
the one you said you would never touch

and I definitely hate the fact that all of elwood knows
and yet you seem to still deny it

I should have ran when I saw the scratches or the hickies...which you claimed were not.
but no I thought just stick it out maybe he really is trying

well fuck me for having faith in people
fuck me for actually seeing the good in you...which was false
and fuck me for actually caring more than I should have

and you know what gets me the most is the fact that you say you want to be friends
and you serious?
because of you I have to go get tested
and by god If I do have anything you will die...no doubt in my mind
you think I did damage before
you have seen nothing
you think I had people backing me up then
it will be nothing compared to what will happen to you then

so be warned and your bitch to.