....i don't deserve this. (name that tune, suckas.)
I'm very sorry that i have been so reclusive lately. everyone knows how much my cats mean to me, and with the loss of two of them, i feel shattered. i know this seems so retarded, but i feel like some of my heart is just gone. I know that I need someone/something to take my mind of it. but, I Just can't seem to want to go anywhere or do anything because i feel if i leave, I can't keep close watch on Maddie, or Nicholas.
I am most of all sorry to Tiffany, I love her so much. and, I know i don't see much of her in th epast week, she's having a hard time.. and so am I. two heartbreaks, by two completely different things. I'm not one to say which is worse- but, i just want her to know that i do love you. and, when I feel better i promise i'll come and rescue you. <3<3<3 be strong tiffers, everything will be fine. I promise.
I think someone just needs to come to my house, and make me be with them. just come hang out with me. thanks people.
*rip* frodo and Millie. i love you both so much.