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Hopefully I will be able to get my kick ass fairy tattoo for mad cheap.
My friend Sasso knows a guy who is an apprentice and does work for just tips..
Hopefully he will help a girl out.
Cuz I cant wait to be a walking advertisement for my boy Howard!
Im still sick and getting fuckin annoyed by it.
Don’t want to be at work.
Feel faint. And not having concentration with work.
But I don’t want to be out of work at the beginning of the week bc its the most hectic here and my supervisor has a lot more load bc our directors out for the week.
So, Im thinking that If I still feel like this on Thursday.. to just take Friday off.
And she is already ok with that.. so that’s no big deal.
This Tuesday is the projeck revolution tour.
Im soo excited for my little bro.
Im happy that I am able to experience this with him.
I remember my first concert and I got hooked.
I hope its the same with him.
There's nothing like going to a live show.
Its just awesome!
The weird thing.. well not weird but not normal..
Is that I will be chilling with my director and his girlfriend.
It turns out that they are going as well but wont be leaving as soon as I will be.. So I told them that I will share my spot on the lawn with them.. bc there is no way that they will get a decent spot at the time that they are leaving..
So i will be drinking beer, singing, and chilling with my boss..
Not too shabby I suppose.
I am starting to research getting grants and shit so that I can start to go to school.
Cuz its obvious that Im not moving anywhere.
Which totally blows.
But its just not the right time for me now..
Grrrrr..
I tried to push it and push it.. but something always got in the wau so I just have to face it.
Im stuck in SoFla for some time.
I should start school.
Im just afraid.
Like I cant breathe when I think about going to school.
I have a huge fear of not making it.
But I know I can.. so I am just going to have to hold on to that and use it to in fact move forward.
The other night when Peter was wasted and I picked him up and let him crash over, he had said that he thinks he is getting feelings for me. He said he even told Nick a couple of nights ago.. and that’s why he wouldn’t flirt with the other girls the night we went to Porterhouse.
I don’t know what I think about that situation.
I have vacation time but no money to actually go anywhere.
I want to visit Danielle.. but she will be coming down for Amanda's wedding.. so it shouldn’t be too bad.
Maybe Ill take a long weekend and go to like Bush Gardens.
I want to go there again.
Last time I went was like over a year ago when I went to visit Ty.
And well.. yea.
so. Maybe Ill do that again.
I feel light-headed right now.
Enough typing I guess.
My friend Sasso knows a guy who is an apprentice and does work for just tips..
Hopefully he will help a girl out.
Cuz I cant wait to be a walking advertisement for my boy Howard!
Im still sick and getting fuckin annoyed by it.
Don’t want to be at work.
Feel faint. And not having concentration with work.
But I don’t want to be out of work at the beginning of the week bc its the most hectic here and my supervisor has a lot more load bc our directors out for the week.
So, Im thinking that If I still feel like this on Thursday.. to just take Friday off.
And she is already ok with that.. so that’s no big deal.
This Tuesday is the projeck revolution tour.
Im soo excited for my little bro.
Im happy that I am able to experience this with him.
I remember my first concert and I got hooked.
I hope its the same with him.
There's nothing like going to a live show.
Its just awesome!
The weird thing.. well not weird but not normal..
Is that I will be chilling with my director and his girlfriend.
It turns out that they are going as well but wont be leaving as soon as I will be.. So I told them that I will share my spot on the lawn with them.. bc there is no way that they will get a decent spot at the time that they are leaving..
So i will be drinking beer, singing, and chilling with my boss..
Not too shabby I suppose.
I am starting to research getting grants and shit so that I can start to go to school.
Cuz its obvious that Im not moving anywhere.
Which totally blows.
But its just not the right time for me now..
Grrrrr..
I tried to push it and push it.. but something always got in the wau so I just have to face it.
Im stuck in SoFla for some time.
I should start school.
Im just afraid.
Like I cant breathe when I think about going to school.
I have a huge fear of not making it.
But I know I can.. so I am just going to have to hold on to that and use it to in fact move forward.
The other night when Peter was wasted and I picked him up and let him crash over, he had said that he thinks he is getting feelings for me. He said he even told Nick a couple of nights ago.. and that’s why he wouldn’t flirt with the other girls the night we went to Porterhouse.
I don’t know what I think about that situation.
I have vacation time but no money to actually go anywhere.
I want to visit Danielle.. but she will be coming down for Amanda's wedding.. so it shouldn’t be too bad.
Maybe Ill take a long weekend and go to like Bush Gardens.
I want to go there again.
Last time I went was like over a year ago when I went to visit Ty.
And well.. yea.
so. Maybe Ill do that again.
I feel light-headed right now.
Enough typing I guess.