Aug 03, 2006 20:32
Summer is going by way too fast. Honestly, I'm not excited to go back up to Fredonia, I don't know if that will change once i get back up there and reunite with my wonderful suitemates. Either way I'd like it to slow down, I feel like all i've been doing is working and it doesn't help that that's all my friends do now and my boyfriend lives an hour away and I see him twice a week tops and I hate that, I love him more than anything and I'd give anything to just be with him more especially the fact that at the end of this month I'll be gone until Thanksgiving break and that will be the most devistating thing to say goodbye to the person who makes me the happiest in the world knowing that I won't see him in a few days but I'll see him in 3 months and all we have is the phone and the internet. I know our relationship is so strong and nothing can come between the love we have but I just hate the thought of being without him for that long it makes me sick to my stomach to even talk about.
Ok, I'm done venting now.