And you said you could find me here. And you said you would find me even in death.
Well my little boy shall be here Thursday. Their making me go into the hospital at 3pm Wednesday and stay over night and then he's gonna induce labor 6am Thursday morning. And if I haven't dilated any by 4pm then their gonna do a c-section. I'm gonna die. If I don't make it out alive, sue their asses off!!! Haha anyways the little one's only 5 lbs and 6 ounces now. He's gonna be a small baby. I need to hurry and decide on a permanent name. God, thats so hard. I'm still not prepared. I'm so not prepared for this. Paul doesn't know yet. He's off Wednesday and Thursday. I'm scared. I really don't wanna suffer for 9 1/2 hours. The contractions will be murder probably. My cervix isn't dilated at all. Its closed tight. Haha hope they have fun with that. Someone kill me.