Hello you, how was the rest.
I don't know where I'm at anymore, what I'm doing.
2005, was a crazy year. My favorite Uncle died, and it was devestating. I fell in love, and it was amazing. I was totally sad about the loss of my Uncle but I had a reason to be happy at the same time. I was happy at the same time. Totally insane, isnt it? March - Sept/Oct were amazing months. There were some sad times but overall, I was in love. I could tell him everything, even if I didnt want to say it at first, but I ended up telling him. I could sit with him and cry. I was open with myself, and it was great. And then the falling out is awful, but we all have to go through it at somepoint. I've learned and I'll grow.
I've been feeling screwed up like I used to feel. I'm more empty than I was before and I'm right back where I ended. Picking up where I left off, and it's hard to find angels in hell.
Myspace fucked me up.
So I'll keep on the track I'm on, no one's going to take me off it. I don't want them too. My new years resolution is taking place.. slowly but surely.
So for now, I'll keep my Yellowcard blaring, my drinking to a max, my smoking to a habbit and I'll keep designing my future tattoos.
2005, was a crazy year. My favorite Uncle died, and it was devestating. I fell in love, and it was amazing. I was totally sad about the loss of my Uncle but I had a reason to be happy at the same time. I was happy at the same time. Totally insane, isnt it? March - Sept/Oct were amazing months. There were some sad times but overall, I was in love. I could tell him everything, even if I didnt want to say it at first, but I ended up telling him. I could sit with him and cry. I was open with myself, and it was great. And then the falling out is awful, but we all have to go through it at somepoint. I've learned and I'll grow.
I've been feeling screwed up like I used to feel. I'm more empty than I was before and I'm right back where I ended. Picking up where I left off, and it's hard to find angels in hell.
Myspace fucked me up.
So I'll keep on the track I'm on, no one's going to take me off it. I don't want them too. My new years resolution is taking place.. slowly but surely.
So for now, I'll keep my Yellowcard blaring, my drinking to a max, my smoking to a habbit and I'll keep designing my future tattoos.