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[wanted2528]

so i think i just lost 2 of my really good friends and it kills me but i dont know what to do. i want to fix it soo bad. i dont know what to say or do to get things right again and the thing that sucks the most is that i dont even know what i did wrong. i feel so alone even though i know that i have other people. but they meant and mean so much to me i dont know what to do without them i want to give up. i have so many things going on in my head and i just want it to stop. i cant control anything. im back to the same thing again and it scares me but i dont know what else to do its something that i can control its something that makes me feel good about myself. i dont want to hurt anymore people over something that i didnt do and i wont anymore.

im scared and i have no one
i dont want to be alone right now but i have no choice. i just dont want to say i told you so.