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[wanted2528]

did you ever like someone so much and didnt really know if they liked you back? what do you do? how can someone say they like you and then make you feel like crap sometimes? do you mean to or did i do something wrong? sould i just ask or just want and see what happens? there are all these things going on in my head and it makes me want to cry. i want to fix it but how can you fix something if you dont know whats wrong. i just want an answer. should i keep trying or should i just stop? should i wait til you call me or should i call you? why dont you just say something to me and tell me what is on your mind? i can only do this for so long sometimes i just want to break down and cry. but i wont i will be strong and wait for you to come to me cuz i dont want to be hurt if i go to you. i think of you and i smile then i talk to you and there seems to be only me talking to myself. whats going on? i cant do this anymore. i want someone that will take away my pain not make more of it. all i want is to know if there is something or nothing? is that so much to ask. i didnt think so.

sorry i just had to get things out and i didnt know who to talk to so i figured i would just write it down.