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so today was not so great.. i wish i had all the answers for everything.. like peoples actions, and just everything, i dont understand..
the beach was nice today, but what i found out just really hurt me.. i never thought one of my best friends would pull a stunt like that.. but i guess it just goes to show what true friends do and don't do.. and as for him.. i dont want to talk to him ever again.. the other night i watched the movie 50 first dates.. and btw it's so good, and the sound track is awesome.. but anywho.. i have to erase him from my life like Lucy did to henry.. i just have to forget everything, even the good times unfortunetly... i can't let my guard down...
the main thing i've been really thinking about thru all of this.. is why me? what have i ever done to anyone to deserve so much pain from one person specifically?.. nothing.. i really can't think of anything i've done.. i never have and never will cheat on someone.. i've never screwed anyone over and never will... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. whatever..
and i used to like the saying everything happens for a reason.. but ever since i started telling myself that.. bad shit has happened non-stop.. i dont get it.. i seriously have the worst luck.
im sorry for being so emo but i needed to vent...
and as for you mk... i dont hate you.. but why would you do that?...
the beach was nice today, but what i found out just really hurt me.. i never thought one of my best friends would pull a stunt like that.. but i guess it just goes to show what true friends do and don't do.. and as for him.. i dont want to talk to him ever again.. the other night i watched the movie 50 first dates.. and btw it's so good, and the sound track is awesome.. but anywho.. i have to erase him from my life like Lucy did to henry.. i just have to forget everything, even the good times unfortunetly... i can't let my guard down...
the main thing i've been really thinking about thru all of this.. is why me? what have i ever done to anyone to deserve so much pain from one person specifically?.. nothing.. i really can't think of anything i've done.. i never have and never will cheat on someone.. i've never screwed anyone over and never will... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. whatever..
and i used to like the saying everything happens for a reason.. but ever since i started telling myself that.. bad shit has happened non-stop.. i dont get it.. i seriously have the worst luck.
im sorry for being so emo but i needed to vent...
and as for you mk... i dont hate you.. but why would you do that?...