First boredom takes over the body....
Well not a whole lot to talk about. Parents are still fighting, suprise suprise. And of course who gets thrown into the middle of the divorce argument? ME. grr. I think I need some sort of direction in my life. And I really wish I wouldn't get car sick, god that really sucks ass. I need a therapist, lol, no but seriously yeah I think so. I don't really know what to do right now, I mean everyone wants something from me and I can't give them all what they want. Nor do I want to. But yet at the same time I am afraid to say No. I have been thinking a lot lately about what I am going to "amount to". Honestly I have no clue. And that bothers me a lot. I want to be something, I dont want to be that crazy, lonely bitchy neighbor lol ya know. And I am tired of living with my mother and I dont wanna live with my grandmother either. Been there done that shit. I am tired of my life, its the same shit day in and day out. I want a change. Well I am gonna jet, I need to finish this damn story.