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I miss you guys. SO.. I decided to update a let you guys know whats been going on in my life. Im SLOWLY getting back to my old ways.. I let myself slip for soo long that I gained close to 20lbs... but now I have my license, and a car.. which if you remember back when I was joined in a gym, I had no way of getting there, so I wasted 30 bucks a month.. well, now, I can re-join.. I dont have any excuse to not go. I need to work off this nasty fat. I hate shopping. Its a nightmare for me. I see all these shirts I wanna wear and I cant because I feel like I have cow legs as arms. I'll post pictures of my car sometime.. its not that great, I didnt want it to be for a first car. its a 1997 Dodge Neon.. red with 4 doors. People call it my Pooh mobile cuz I have tons of Winnie the Pooh crap in it.. lol
For a while I was really really depressed, emotionally depressed... I think thats why I turned to food for comfort. I didnt know what I wanted out of life, and I was very stupid and made really bad decisions. But Im forgiving myself, and moving forward.. and Im trying to treat myself BETTER and start doing for ME.. and not everyone else. Buuttt Ive gotta go... I'll try and update more now.. now that Im not so upset all the time. I love you guys!!
<33 xoxo
For a while I was really really depressed, emotionally depressed... I think thats why I turned to food for comfort. I didnt know what I wanted out of life, and I was very stupid and made really bad decisions. But Im forgiving myself, and moving forward.. and Im trying to treat myself BETTER and start doing for ME.. and not everyone else. Buuttt Ive gotta go... I'll try and update more now.. now that Im not so upset all the time. I love you guys!!
<33 xoxo