May 31, 2005 12:39
I can already smell home...and I hope it's as exciting as I am picturing it!!! Kate you are amazing, and I wont let you down in my plans. I have amazing friends, so amazing that I am willing to ditch out on family for the amazing chance to be with them.
But with excitement comes dissapointment, and Michael and I are on the outs as far as a relationship(yes again) but we are still amazing friends, and right now that is all I need. I will be happy with my Kate, Jason, and Michael, and all of the FH kids too. I need them, they ARE my family and nothing will ever change that! I can't believe I thought I could give up my REAL family...it doesn't work like that! I love you all so much, and I am excited to wrap my arms around you all very soon and many many times!!!
Pray for my direction...and for my ability to make it on my own. I am all I have as far as pushing myself to do right, and I need to really push myself to do it, and not let distractions get in the way, and I need to have my friends there along the way. Oh man...Savanna and Kayla I mass miss you 2 as well, like crazy actually! Oh and Brandon and Sam, and just about everyone from Freedom Hill...I am going crazy without you guys!
<3 Tawny