one day i'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me...
a lot of times in parenting i'll b talkin 2 one of the little kids and they'll be tellin me something and they won't be able 2 find the word for what they want to say and they get frustrated. that's how i feel. i mean it's like i know exactly wut i want 2 say but either i don't know how 2 say it or i can't because im a freak. i think my biggest downfall is how i let ppl walk all over me and can't tell them when they hurt me. im too worried about hurtin other people to look out for myself-and then when i do, i feel selfish. i really hope it's not true that i have 2 help myself before i can help other people, see here i go again feelin bad because im whining in my own journal. i know they say that as long as u touch one person throughout your life then it's meant something, but that's not enough for me. i need 2 make it better for everyone not just the ppl that i love, but also the ppl that i hate. i suppose im just settin myself up 2 b let down though, my expectations r way 2 high i mean ppl dont want 2 change so who am i 2 say that i'll b able 2 rite? "and all the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true"
*Pinky*
*Pinky*