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I had a good day, I talked to some friends, found some things out, shared some things, and the totally let down my guard and now i am waiting on the consequences...wea...i have to take the bus tomorrow...
Ok and on a more serious note, will my fucking dad just leave. Ever time we around eachother for more than 15 minutes he has to start bitching cause I am such a bad person... ya know what dad...FUCK OFF!!! I am a relatively (sp?) good daughter and if I was any better I'd be a mole on yur ass....NO WAY....God....I am so fucking sick of this shit...
And then my father well, he is so much better (ugh...cough...sarcasm...cough...ugh)...I haven't talked to him in what...2 years now...shows how much he cares...And to think I was gonna invite him to my grad...riiiight...I don't know y but this has been hitting me really hard lately...I have been crying about it a little... I just need to get away from it...Why can't he just deal w/ his issues...I miss that whole side of the family...not him right now...but I miss my grandma (who is basically dying) and my grandpa and Barb and all these people... Sorry but I have been holding it in cause I don't know who to talk to...
Ok and on a more serious note, will my fucking dad just leave. Ever time we around eachother for more than 15 minutes he has to start bitching cause I am such a bad person... ya know what dad...FUCK OFF!!! I am a relatively (sp?) good daughter and if I was any better I'd be a mole on yur ass....NO WAY....God....I am so fucking sick of this shit...
And then my father well, he is so much better (ugh...cough...sarcasm...cough...ugh)...I haven't talked to him in what...2 years now...shows how much he cares...And to think I was gonna invite him to my grad...riiiight...I don't know y but this has been hitting me really hard lately...I have been crying about it a little... I just need to get away from it...Why can't he just deal w/ his issues...I miss that whole side of the family...not him right now...but I miss my grandma (who is basically dying) and my grandpa and Barb and all these people... Sorry but I have been holding it in cause I don't know who to talk to...