Journal Entry - Viewable - Locked against Tom

[wannafeelyou]

I don't know why I let that man infuriate me so badly. Nor why I care so damn much about how he feels about all of this

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[thehuggernaut]

Stop letting him get under your skin. He's just pissed off because he fucked up and you're not bending over backwards to help him fix it.

I love you too. And thanks.

[wannafeelyou]

I'll try. Promise. Easier now that I know he's making all this noise but has a boyfriend of his own.

[thehuggernaut]

Oh, yeah, the other me?

[wannafeelyou]

...

Oh. Hell. No. You are kidding, right? He just... OH. He... I let him tie me up in knots thinking I was doing you a disservice and... God. I'm so stupid.

[thehuggernaut]

No, I uh, thought you knew that. Other me was kinda being really obvious about it over in the Nexus.

What?

[wannafeelyou]

I have avoid Tom until re...

Wait, back up. The other you you were fighting that night or Rogue's Cain that I got the other car for?!?!

[thehuggernaut]

The one I got into a fight with. It was kinda about that. He wouldn't really shut up about it.

[wannafeelyou]

Oh.

Well.

Yep, I'm stupid.

[thehuggernaut]

Why're you stupid?

[wannafeelyou]

For letting myself feel that doubt. For feeling bad and thinking I was depriving you of what you wanted.

[thehuggernaut]

But I told you that wasn't what I wanted.

[wannafeelyou]

Hence why I'm stupid. I just... I guess I wonder why you would choose a houseful of kids and one insecure mutant, that's all.

[thehuggernaut]

Over what?

[wannafeelyou]

Him? A life with... I don't know. Not us.

I'm just happy. Okay? I... I just don't know how I got so lucky to have you. And to think, I almost never kissed you.

[thehuggernaut]

You're the best I could ever have, Marie. That's pretty damn good.