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Aug 07, 2006 03:27

I don't know why I let that man infuriate me so badly. Nor why I care so damn much about how he feels about all of this ( Read more... )

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vicioussweetie August 7 2006, 09:24:14 UTC
"What's wrong, Marie? What'd he do now?"

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wannafeelyou August 7 2006, 09:53:17 UTC
"Same thing every time. Apparently it's all my fault for falling in love with the wrong person. How dare I, you know?"

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vicioussweetie August 7 2006, 10:05:16 UTC
"The heart is rarely logical. Want me to hit him again? I've found it's a very good way to begin a conversation with him."

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wannafeelyou August 7 2006, 10:13:22 UTC
"I won't apologize for falling in love with him. Nor will I feel bad that I treat him as, apparently, no one ever has. I may not have planned this child but I will never, ever forget who the father is.

"I don't see where hitting wou... Wait. Again?"

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vicioussweetie August 7 2006, 10:20:30 UTC
"You should never apologize for loving. Love is a gift.

"Yeah. He said I dye my hair so I hit him and then he hit me back and then we had tea and a civil talk." To her, this is a perfectly normal sort of way of conducting a conversation.

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wannafeelyou August 7 2006, 10:46:16 UTC
"I won't. He is my gift. He and what we share.

"He said you... men are silly. That's like accusing me of it. I wish we could have a civilized talk. We just end up snapping and fighting. Ever since that brat told him about Cain and I."

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vicioussweetie August 7 2006, 10:51:56 UTC
"It seems a number of people are under the impression my hair isn't growing this color. And most everyone else seems to think I got it from my mother...

She smirks. "Yes, men are frequently silly, at at least once a week make me think I should have stayed a lesbian."

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wannafeelyou August 7 2006, 11:00:52 UTC
"I guess I just assume different hair colours grow on their own, given that since the incident, mine grows this way."

Marie sighs. "Sometimes? I almost wish I didn't have my watch. It was so much easier to keep myself emotionally distant when I couldn't touch people."

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vicioussweetie August 7 2006, 15:47:21 UTC
"Marie, we all fall in love with someone we shouldn't, from time to time. And somehow I doubt the lack of your watch would stop that."

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wannafeelyou August 7 2006, 16:02:25 UTC
"When I knew I couldn't get close to people physically, I was careful about getting close to them emotionally too. Even with Bobby, I was so careful. I'm just... Coping. And badly. Seems I can't keep a father figure to save my life.'

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vicioussweetie August 7 2006, 16:03:57 UTC
"Maybe you don't need one."

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