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[wannabuyaduck]

Crammed of your confessions
dreeding on the loose of your persistence
and soon to crack
crammed of my coherense
bleeding from the loose of your life
so you cried
and swallow your pride
and dignified all your prayers
when you hoped that you were gonna be seen
you weren't
and when you hoped that you were gonna come clean
you never did
so you crammed all your confessions
and pleded on your lies
choked down all the fingers
that you figured helped you pass those days by
fat powered in the mind
for skinny to embrace
diseased from nothing
nothing less but magazines that filled your place
creating a self image
that was sure to never come
you sculptured your body
and your mind transfered numb
but i bet you still hurt
cried all those nights
one thing never changes
and thats your type

Havent updated in ahwhile

Cant wait to be ungrounded....hoping to beable to hang out tommrow with jesse and travis.

rachel
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