why
why is there pain in this world
why do we cry all the time
why do i have to be like this
why was i ment to be...
why cant he come back to know what i am going through right
why cant he just give me a call
why is this even happening
why cant it go away
why cant I GO away
why why why
the question is always why
dad i hate you! i never want to see ur face again!
you have no idea what i am going through....
now caleb wont be back till saturday i just need someone here to hold me in there arms...that is all i am wanting right now
i just want to go away and never come back at all.there is to much stress on me right now all i feel i have anymore is caleb cause it seems like no one is caring for me right now but i dont care anymore and i talked to stephaine we are seeming to be ok and for all the other people who are calling me a slut or whore i dont care any more why do u have to this espically when this is a really rough time and will probley go down in my book for roughest time of my life! i just hate my life i hate me i hate my dad i hate most of my family cuz they all are stupid pot or crack heads and then i sit back and wondered am i the only one who is doing anything right trying to have a good life anymore but no it dont help i cant believe i was brung in this life but then i think i am happy i am cuz i have caleb right by me even if he isn't here i will always love him and then i have my friends who sometimes just sit back and dont do anything..then i have others who give me advice and tell me what is the best to do which one is better i dont know that is why i feel all i have is caleb...i just want all this to go away or i am gonna go away...
why do we cry all the time
why do i have to be like this
why was i ment to be...
why cant he come back to know what i am going through right
why cant he just give me a call
why is this even happening
why cant it go away
why cant I GO away
why why why
the question is always why
dad i hate you! i never want to see ur face again!
you have no idea what i am going through....
now caleb wont be back till saturday i just need someone here to hold me in there arms...that is all i am wanting right now
i just want to go away and never come back at all.there is to much stress on me right now all i feel i have anymore is caleb cause it seems like no one is caring for me right now but i dont care anymore and i talked to stephaine we are seeming to be ok and for all the other people who are calling me a slut or whore i dont care any more why do u have to this espically when this is a really rough time and will probley go down in my book for roughest time of my life! i just hate my life i hate me i hate my dad i hate most of my family cuz they all are stupid pot or crack heads and then i sit back and wondered am i the only one who is doing anything right trying to have a good life anymore but no it dont help i cant believe i was brung in this life but then i think i am happy i am cuz i have caleb right by me even if he isn't here i will always love him and then i have my friends who sometimes just sit back and dont do anything..then i have others who give me advice and tell me what is the best to do which one is better i dont know that is why i feel all i have is caleb...i just want all this to go away or i am gonna go away...