i just want to cry

[wannabpreppy420]

i just want to cry right now
for no reason
caleb left i only fucking saw him for like 15minutes
me and everyone else went and saw pacifire it was good
then we got home
and me and my mom talked about my dad
i told her i wrote him a note
she read it and everything
and she said it was better than me saying it to him in person
i just have him and my sister on my mind all the time
i mean i want to know how she is doing
it sucks you know
i just want to cry but then i dont
he did this to me not myself
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am going fucking crazy
sadfsdafdsaiwefjdlkjtre fglksdjr fjdsoifueofeowijeuwklf
that is how i feel ^^^^ i just cant explain
w/out exploding on someone
god...if he knew how i am feeling right now
i am gonna wait and see if he will call me on my birthday
and if he dont thats it
i am done...........................................................