Heres how i feel right now
Heres how im feeling..
Humm heres some poems i have just recently written
Why do i fall when no-one's around
No-one to catch me, i hit the ground
Why do i cry when no-one appears
No-one to hug me, wipe away my tears
Why do i call when no-one is home
No-one there for me, to stop me feeling alone
Why so i sigh when no-one cares
no-one wants to be with me, no-one is there
im werid i know
I am sitting in a corner
a corner that has no light
i feel very safe in this corner
and it feels so very right
i am all alone in this corner
nobody i know is near
so nobody can tell i am crying
and nobody can sense my fear
i used to be so happy
and in the darkness i would never be
i was always surrounded by the light
but now darkness is all i can see
as i sit in this corner i start to think
i wonder how i got here and why i cant get out
but i cant possibly think of the answers
so all i seem to be able to do is pout
as i sit here frustrated and crying
i realize that i have been here for years
even when i thought i was happy
inside i had always been shedding tears
i never realized that i was unhappy
i guess i got used to the faking
and that while i had on that plastic smile
my world had always been slowly breaking
i started to forget who i really was
after so many years of not being true
i guess i just finally gave up trying to hide it
but after such a long time of faking you would too
now i am sitting in this corner
and i realize that i can no longer cry
i guess there is no way to get out of this
my soul had already started to die
so as i take this knife
i pray that you can now see
that after all the years of faking
i will always and forever just be me
so don't remember me as the girl who always cried
just remember me as the girl who smiled as she slowly died
please know that i really tried to take the pain for you guys
but after i found out who i really was i couldn't stand living in lies
don't feel sorry for me and please don't shed any tears
because now i am out of the corner that i have been in for many years
so now as i lay hear dying i hope that you now see
the girl that i was trying to be, turned out not to really be me..
see what happends when i dont sleep!lol i was bored.. and got kinda deep and its not really about me.. its about other people
u know who u are!!!
Humm heres some poems i have just recently written
Why do i fall when no-one's around
No-one to catch me, i hit the ground
Why do i cry when no-one appears
No-one to hug me, wipe away my tears
Why do i call when no-one is home
No-one there for me, to stop me feeling alone
Why so i sigh when no-one cares
no-one wants to be with me, no-one is there
im werid i know
I am sitting in a corner
a corner that has no light
i feel very safe in this corner
and it feels so very right
i am all alone in this corner
nobody i know is near
so nobody can tell i am crying
and nobody can sense my fear
i used to be so happy
and in the darkness i would never be
i was always surrounded by the light
but now darkness is all i can see
as i sit in this corner i start to think
i wonder how i got here and why i cant get out
but i cant possibly think of the answers
so all i seem to be able to do is pout
as i sit here frustrated and crying
i realize that i have been here for years
even when i thought i was happy
inside i had always been shedding tears
i never realized that i was unhappy
i guess i got used to the faking
and that while i had on that plastic smile
my world had always been slowly breaking
i started to forget who i really was
after so many years of not being true
i guess i just finally gave up trying to hide it
but after such a long time of faking you would too
now i am sitting in this corner
and i realize that i can no longer cry
i guess there is no way to get out of this
my soul had already started to die
so as i take this knife
i pray that you can now see
that after all the years of faking
i will always and forever just be me
so don't remember me as the girl who always cried
just remember me as the girl who smiled as she slowly died
please know that i really tried to take the pain for you guys
but after i found out who i really was i couldn't stand living in lies
don't feel sorry for me and please don't shed any tears
because now i am out of the corner that i have been in for many years
so now as i lay hear dying i hope that you now see
the girl that i was trying to be, turned out not to really be me..
see what happends when i dont sleep!lol i was bored.. and got kinda deep and its not really about me.. its about other people
u know who u are!!!