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Why is failure always so crushing for me? Am I really so arrogant that I can't accept my own mistakes? Why can't I move past my failures? Why do they eat at me and still hurt every time I think about them? Why does it take me years to get over a failure even if it is not my fault or if it couldn't be avoided? Why is it so hard for me to find peace and to accept myself, my imperfect, human self? Ugh. Sometimes there just aren't enough answers.