Feb 25, 2005 11:21
Write 10 things about people you know, but never tell them. (I actually needed to do 11. I know, I cheated.)
1. You've always annoyed me. I don't know you very well because honestly, neither of us have ever made the effort and I'm ok with that. I'm sure you have very good qualities about you but your constant need for attention and drama are a turn off to me. I wish that weren't the case.
2. I wish we could be better friends. I've always thought you were a really special person with a kind heart. I think I've accepted that circumstances have just never allowed us to be closer friends than we are, but I still think you're beautiful and I hope we stay in touch.
3. You are definitely my best friend. These past four years there's never been a time that you weren't there. You really seem happy now, and I couldn't be happier for you. You're one of my favorite people in life.
4. I don't think you've ever liked me. I don't know exactly what happened, but I'm not a threat to you. I wish you could see yourself and be more secure. When you truly come into who you are, you will be one force to be reckoned with.
5. Sometimes I think of you as a mini-me, lol. I see so much of me and who I used to be in you. You have so much talent. There's a light that comes from you that's so special and rare. The more you grow into your presence the more wonderful it will be.
6. I haven't known you very long, but you make a dear one happy and I can feel the good energy between you. I wish you lots of happiness.
7. I've always just adored you. We hang out less and less, which is understandable with our busy schedules but I do miss you. Thank you for being sane when no one else could, lol. You grow more beautiful (inside and out) as time goes by. I hope you never ever stop singing.
8. There have been times where we've been really close, and times when I felt like you just weren't being honest with me at all. I like you, but I think you change too much depending on the people you're with at the time. I have so many good memories with you, but I don't know how much of what I see in you is real, and how much you're just choosing to show me.
9. Our beginnings were wierd, but I definitely needed you then and I think that without all of that we would never have gotten as close as we did. You've always been there for me when I needed you, even in times when I'm sure I didn't deserve to have such a good friend. Thanks for that. I hope you find what you're looking for in life. I think you will.
10. When I first met you I was literally in awe of your talent. You were exactly what I aspired to be. I know things have been weird between us, and I'm sorry for that. I wish a lot of things were different. I know your life and career will be amazing, and I can't wait to see it unfold.
11. I see you struggling a lot of the time, and I wish I had magic words to help you through it all. Everything you need, you already have. You don't have to go to other people to find the beauty, strength and love that I know is already in your heart. I'm just one of a lot of people who love you.