Old news and sad news.
I was checking my email today, reading a new message and I must have hit some button because an old message popped up, sent to me on 9-12-01. All about Lennon and Ghandi and fate and hope. I remembered why I saved it.
The world is so messy. My world isn't so much, because I'm very fortunate; fortunate by circumstance. There are too many people in the world with just as much intelligence, talent and capability as I have who never have the chance to cultivate it because they're born in the wrong place or at the wrong time or whatever other reason. My life is complicated, but the suffering I know is nothing compared to others. And it's never about what you deserve.
I'm learning a lot about being a grownup this year. I find myself facing new experiences and challenges; hoping I'm prepared for them. I think I am. If I'm not, I think I'll learn.
In other news, Jude Law is now engaged. Let us all bow our heads in silence as the single world mourns his loss. Oh well...I suppose I will just have to make due with the kind, smart, sensitive boyfriend I have who would do anything to make me happy. I'll try not to feel too sorry for myself :P
Anyway, I suppose that's all for now.
-Micks.
The world is so messy. My world isn't so much, because I'm very fortunate; fortunate by circumstance. There are too many people in the world with just as much intelligence, talent and capability as I have who never have the chance to cultivate it because they're born in the wrong place or at the wrong time or whatever other reason. My life is complicated, but the suffering I know is nothing compared to others. And it's never about what you deserve.
I'm learning a lot about being a grownup this year. I find myself facing new experiences and challenges; hoping I'm prepared for them. I think I am. If I'm not, I think I'll learn.
In other news, Jude Law is now engaged. Let us all bow our heads in silence as the single world mourns his loss. Oh well...I suppose I will just have to make due with the kind, smart, sensitive boyfriend I have who would do anything to make me happy. I'll try not to feel too sorry for myself :P
Anyway, I suppose that's all for now.
-Micks.