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*Sigh* I put up such a pretty front on my xanga but the thing is, when I start posting random junk, it means that I have something that I really don't want a certain person to know about.
This person is David.
He makes my heart go skippity skip and my head go spinny spin spin. The closest that he's going to know how I feel about him right now is what I posted on my writing xanga. I posted lyrics to At The Beginning With You, which describes basically our whole friendship up to now. Especially the lyric: "I knew there was somebody somewhere/alone like me in the dark"
The other day, an old friend of his from high school told him that she liked him. As a joke. While he was figuring it out and having me figure it out, I felt so jealous and I wanted her to go away. But then in the midst of him thinking it was real and me having a nervous breakdown, she told him it was all a joke. Which made me sorta glad, because that means that he's not going to run off with her anytime soon, but it broke my heart a little, because he was so upset that she toyed with his feelings that way.
Right after she signed off, he told me that he hates girls. To which I whined "that means you hate me too!" And then he told me that he trusts me and I told him the same thing.
So we're one step closer to admitting what we really feel right?
*/sigh*
This person is David.
He makes my heart go skippity skip and my head go spinny spin spin. The closest that he's going to know how I feel about him right now is what I posted on my writing xanga. I posted lyrics to At The Beginning With You, which describes basically our whole friendship up to now. Especially the lyric: "I knew there was somebody somewhere/alone like me in the dark"
The other day, an old friend of his from high school told him that she liked him. As a joke. While he was figuring it out and having me figure it out, I felt so jealous and I wanted her to go away. But then in the midst of him thinking it was real and me having a nervous breakdown, she told him it was all a joke. Which made me sorta glad, because that means that he's not going to run off with her anytime soon, but it broke my heart a little, because he was so upset that she toyed with his feelings that way.
Right after she signed off, he told me that he hates girls. To which I whined "that means you hate me too!" And then he told me that he trusts me and I told him the same thing.
So we're one step closer to admitting what we really feel right?
*/sigh*