The sun just can't help but shine on some damn people...
Know what I can't stand? When good people have life shit on them all the time, and horible people have the sun shining on them constantly...Why is it that Karma just doesn't serve some people? I mean really, I believe in it 100%, but sometimes I just wonder when people are going to get theres from the way they treat people, and what they try doing to people's lives...I'm not going into some things too much, but just know that this one person is pretty much content with trying to ruin other people's lives...And said person gets exactly what she fuckin' wants, ALL the time...
Then there's me, who tries not to step on anyone's toes, and I get shit on...Why does it have to work that way? Why can't karma just bitch slap some people right then & there??? No one deserves the slap more right now than 2 people that I'm specifically thinking of, and they get nothing but good things delivered on a sliver-fuckin'-platter...Maybe their karma will be bigger & worse...Maybe it'll be one big thing that's growing as we speak, but as of right now, the assholes in the world are being ignored...I can't wait for the day to come, honestly..
Ok, now that I feel a smidge better...
My day was alright I guess...Worked 9am - 2:30pm, then came home, checked MySpace & went to my grandmother's house...My great-grandfather was in the hospital this morning, but out tonight when I went to Gram's...I went in to see him & he looked pretty good...A bit pale, but that's expected...And great-gram asked me how long Ryan was gone for the millionth time...Bless her heart...She really needs to take her Alzheimers (sp?) pills though...She says she doesn't need them, but ummm, yeah she really does...We love her so much, but it's difficult to be around her sometimes...
Well, not much else to say I guess...Talked to Ryan this morning, which always makes my day better...I'm hoping to catch him on tomorrow morning, too...If it's nasty out I don't work, so I'll cash my check & veg for the rest of the day...I can't wait to spend Saturday with Shari, and then Alex, Joe & Tad after the party...And I can't wait for Wednesday, either, cause Bri & I are planning on hanging out...Woot for having things to look forward to!!
I'll leave you with lyrics from my MySpace player again I guess :)
I Miss You So Much
TLC
I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost
I never asked for red roses
I wasnt looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
Im in love
Chorus
Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
Its scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I cant even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why arent you missing me
Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me yeah
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive oh baby
(Chorus)
And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
Youre the only one I want
That I love oh baby
(Chorus)
Baby why arent you missing me
Baby why arent you missing me