so about tomorrow...
Morgan and I are hosting our first party of the summer tomorrow. I've never actually hosted a party like this so it'll be interesting to see how it actually turns out. My main concern about the whole night is that reilly will be there. I really think I like this kid and sometimes I feel like I get the same feelings back, but at other times I don't. I hate and love the feeling of having a crush again. I've only been single for a week though...lol. There will be drinking at the party though and sometimes when I drink and I'm around someone I like I tend to do things...like kiss them or something. I just hope I don't make a fool out of myself because if that does happen...it could get really awkward really fast. I never know how to handle these situations! ahhhh. Just hope for the best I guess...he is sooooo cute! sigh.
I was so depressed last night. I was supposed to stay the night at the u of m hospital with nikki but her mom stayed instead. She looked and felt worse than the day before. She has a feeding tube and I almost got sick yesterday when the nurse showed us how to tell if nikki was digesting her formula. She sucked it from the tube all the way from nikki's stomach and showed the stomach acid. I almost got sick. If I were in her situation idk if i could handle all that. I'm really really sad she can't come to the party tomorrow :( I don't doubt we'll have others though.
I kept getting texts from this kid derek yesterday. We went on a date sophomore year and he's a really cool kid. We just decided we aren't the dating for each other type. He said he might come on saturday though. While he was texting me though, it seemed like he was hinting at us maybe dating again, which is kind of weird.
I was so depressed last night. I was supposed to stay the night at the u of m hospital with nikki but her mom stayed instead. She looked and felt worse than the day before. She has a feeding tube and I almost got sick yesterday when the nurse showed us how to tell if nikki was digesting her formula. She sucked it from the tube all the way from nikki's stomach and showed the stomach acid. I almost got sick. If I were in her situation idk if i could handle all that. I'm really really sad she can't come to the party tomorrow :( I don't doubt we'll have others though.
I kept getting texts from this kid derek yesterday. We went on a date sophomore year and he's a really cool kid. We just decided we aren't the dating for each other type. He said he might come on saturday though. While he was texting me though, it seemed like he was hinting at us maybe dating again, which is kind of weird.