I’m inexplicably angry.

[wannabeelf2]

I didn't realize it until I was walking into class this afternoon, but my emotions are going haywire. I've been angry for no particular reason since at least Monday, but it's probably been longer than that. It was pretty crowded outside at school today--not all that surprisingly considering the weather--and as I was walking to class I got this strange urge to pick up my cane and start swinging it at random people. I then got to class and proceeded to cry from both anger and sadness until I wound up falling asleep.

Maybe I'm frustrated at the fact that I'm 2 quarters away from getting a degree I never really wanted--all that work for something that means nothing to me. Or maybe my grandfather's death affected me more than I thought it did. I don't know the reason, but I do know that my fuse is really short right now. I've been finding it more difficult to ignore the things that bother me than it usually is and I didn't realize it until I felt like I should start bashing in the heads of random strangers. So, I guess I should say I'm sorry to anyone I may have snapped at recently--I know I should feel bad, and I probably will later, but right now I'm just to angry to care.

In other news, I got my Camarilla handbook in the mail today. That was an unexpected, but not unpleasant, surprise.