The really long entry
So things are better with the roommates. Mala is still mad at Karen but it's not like Karen has even tried to be nice to Mala so I don't blame her. It is however freakin freezing in our apartment. Partly because people don't realize how a thermostat works and partly because some people are always hot while other people are always cold. I am always cold and so is Karen but Mala and Emily are always hot...
Colin will be here tomorrow and I cannot wait. I love that kid so freakin much. He seriously is the one that gets me out of bed in the mornings because if I lost him now, I don't think I would make it. I mean, I'm sure I would again at some point but right now, I would be a mess.
I talked to Sean last night. She and the boy are going through a really rough time with him so far away. Please keep them in your prayers because I have a feeling that no matter what happens, it will be hard on both of them.
My dad is still sick. But he's also still doing well. He's on an every other Wenesday chemo treatment and yesterday was the other so he didn't have it. It's really hard to have to try and deal with his illness when I'm so far away. I just feel so alone sometimes. I know tons of people go through this kind of stuff everyday but it's so different case to case. My dad has been really lucky. He's gotten kinda nausious but never actually been sick and he's tired a lot and his hair started falling out but that is minor compared to what he could be going through. Mom said he cut sugar out of his diet. If you know my dad, please laugh about that because sugar is definately the main stable of his everyday diet...
I should get the UMass letter that my mom forwarded today. I'm still not sure if it's an acceptance letter or just an information packet but I'm leaning toward information packet even though it has definately been a week since they put up the thing on my status. It's killing me. Emily keeps saying things about not making it in. I feel bad about it but I need to get out of here one way or another. Statesboro is never going to be my home, no matter what because I no longer feel comfortable here. I need to find home because where my parents live isn't home either. The weirdest part about moving to Boston is knowing that Colin and I will probably never travel separately again.
I had a dream last night but this entry is already too long and I am too hungry so you'll just have to wait.
Colin will be here tomorrow and I cannot wait. I love that kid so freakin much. He seriously is the one that gets me out of bed in the mornings because if I lost him now, I don't think I would make it. I mean, I'm sure I would again at some point but right now, I would be a mess.
I talked to Sean last night. She and the boy are going through a really rough time with him so far away. Please keep them in your prayers because I have a feeling that no matter what happens, it will be hard on both of them.
My dad is still sick. But he's also still doing well. He's on an every other Wenesday chemo treatment and yesterday was the other so he didn't have it. It's really hard to have to try and deal with his illness when I'm so far away. I just feel so alone sometimes. I know tons of people go through this kind of stuff everyday but it's so different case to case. My dad has been really lucky. He's gotten kinda nausious but never actually been sick and he's tired a lot and his hair started falling out but that is minor compared to what he could be going through. Mom said he cut sugar out of his diet. If you know my dad, please laugh about that because sugar is definately the main stable of his everyday diet...
I should get the UMass letter that my mom forwarded today. I'm still not sure if it's an acceptance letter or just an information packet but I'm leaning toward information packet even though it has definately been a week since they put up the thing on my status. It's killing me. Emily keeps saying things about not making it in. I feel bad about it but I need to get out of here one way or another. Statesboro is never going to be my home, no matter what because I no longer feel comfortable here. I need to find home because where my parents live isn't home either. The weirdest part about moving to Boston is knowing that Colin and I will probably never travel separately again.
I had a dream last night but this entry is already too long and I am too hungry so you'll just have to wait.