a dream
two nights ago i had a dream...
my dad and i were watching my brother mark as he was trying to catch and kill a black widow spider that was on a tree. he got it, showed it to us and then he sat down on the street curb. i sat next to him. he turned to me, tears in his eyes...my heart sank...he said, "i just want to cry."
that's it.
just, "i just want to cry."
what the hell does that mean?
most of the time when he comes to me in a dream, he is smiling, he never says anything, he just smiles. i have always thought that that meant he was at peace and everything was okay. but then i have this dream and now i just don't know.
i looked up the symbolism in my dream books and they all seem to indicate that a spider is a good omen. but him crying after hardly ever talking in my dreams......
it makes me so sad.
my dad and i were watching my brother mark as he was trying to catch and kill a black widow spider that was on a tree. he got it, showed it to us and then he sat down on the street curb. i sat next to him. he turned to me, tears in his eyes...my heart sank...he said, "i just want to cry."
that's it.
just, "i just want to cry."
what the hell does that mean?
most of the time when he comes to me in a dream, he is smiling, he never says anything, he just smiles. i have always thought that that meant he was at peace and everything was okay. but then i have this dream and now i just don't know.
i looked up the symbolism in my dream books and they all seem to indicate that a spider is a good omen. but him crying after hardly ever talking in my dreams......
it makes me so sad.