Never Saw Blue like That Before
Why is it that I always write in this thing when I'm depressed? And why am I suddenly depressed all of a sudden? I never used to get depressed. I never get depressed. I'm me. I'm over hormonal imbalance and random mood swings.
I just never realized how without any practical value I am in some ways. I have no real skills. I can't read a map. I can't cook. I can't fix things when they break. I guess I sometimes just wonder what I'm for.
Everyone I know is just so ... far beyond me. I feel like I'm always trying to catch up and sometimes I just feel so tired. I don't want to feel tired anymore.
Sometimes, I just want to go home. And then, I realize this is home.
PS If you respect me at all, don't reply to this. I didn't write this for anyone but myself.
I just never realized how without any practical value I am in some ways. I have no real skills. I can't read a map. I can't cook. I can't fix things when they break. I guess I sometimes just wonder what I'm for.
Everyone I know is just so ... far beyond me. I feel like I'm always trying to catch up and sometimes I just feel so tired. I don't want to feel tired anymore.
Sometimes, I just want to go home. And then, I realize this is home.
PS If you respect me at all, don't reply to this. I didn't write this for anyone but myself.