i need to vent.
yesterday was my birthday.
i think birthdays help you realize who cares about you.
my best friend from school has been acting pretty weird towards me for the last 2 weeks. hasn't said shes mad, just ignores me, which is so much worse. i can't think of anything i could have done.
whatever i've done must have hurt her pretty badly because the way she hurt me was heavy.
after everything i did for her birthday, after the months that we've spent together like sisters i don't get a phone call, IM, or in school today at least a verbal happy birthday . anthony made me a happy bday pin and i know she saw it. it would be one thing for her to forget. but that's not what it was. it was purpose ignorance. and that hurts like a mother.
i also realized that my old friends, even the ones that ive been hot and cold with ever since graduation, will always be there for me. each and everyone of them called, one left a balloon on my back porch, and one even showed up at 10 AM to celebrate with a birthday breakfast.
im still upset about this, but once school ends (tomorrow) and i don't see her anymore, i'll forget about it. i can't wait until i forget.
i can't wait to spend a summer away from cold-hearted girls and with the people who care about me. and the ones i couldn't live without, <333
i think birthdays help you realize who cares about you.
my best friend from school has been acting pretty weird towards me for the last 2 weeks. hasn't said shes mad, just ignores me, which is so much worse. i can't think of anything i could have done.
whatever i've done must have hurt her pretty badly because the way she hurt me was heavy.
after everything i did for her birthday, after the months that we've spent together like sisters i don't get a phone call, IM, or in school today at least a verbal happy birthday . anthony made me a happy bday pin and i know she saw it. it would be one thing for her to forget. but that's not what it was. it was purpose ignorance. and that hurts like a mother.
i also realized that my old friends, even the ones that ive been hot and cold with ever since graduation, will always be there for me. each and everyone of them called, one left a balloon on my back porch, and one even showed up at 10 AM to celebrate with a birthday breakfast.
im still upset about this, but once school ends (tomorrow) and i don't see her anymore, i'll forget about it. i can't wait until i forget.
i can't wait to spend a summer away from cold-hearted girls and with the people who care about me. and the ones i couldn't live without, <333