Dreams of times past
Last night I had this dream, and although I can't recall the specifics of it, perhaps the most important part that sticks out, is that almost everyone I am presently, or have ever been friends with was in it. I remember it wasn't a bad dream, it actually had a comfortable feel to it. The only thing I remember this rather diverse group of people doing, is simply hanging out, enjoying life. Who knows what sort of signifigancy it has, if any. But it's nice that in my subconscience i generally remember most of the people who came in and out of my life in a good light.
I think I can't hang out with John anymore. As much as I want to, and completely contradict myself, I just can't do it. it takes too much out of me. I'll also be dammed if anyone's going to make me feel anything like this. I think I finally realize, that I'm the only one who's stupid enough to buy his bullshit. I'm the one who always beleives and trusts him, and in turn, I'm the one who he constantly screws. I just think it shouldn't be this complicated. And with him nothing is ever simple. I grow tired of the games. Time to start moving on.
Tool Tour 2006!!!!!!! who's with me?
I think I can't hang out with John anymore. As much as I want to, and completely contradict myself, I just can't do it. it takes too much out of me. I'll also be dammed if anyone's going to make me feel anything like this. I think I finally realize, that I'm the only one who's stupid enough to buy his bullshit. I'm the one who always beleives and trusts him, and in turn, I'm the one who he constantly screws. I just think it shouldn't be this complicated. And with him nothing is ever simple. I grow tired of the games. Time to start moving on.
Tool Tour 2006!!!!!!! who's with me?