Miserable
Things have been kinda gray lately. I think I've said everything I can possibly say to try and get her to stay, but it failed. Thursday night I watched the SASA VK/Dance Christmas Concert , I liked it, I like Christmas music. After that life pretty much blew. I didn't sleep at all that night, I went to school falling asleep. I made it safely and picked up my cousin.
We decided to not go to school all day, I just didn't have the will. I had to work at 3:30 I didn't end up leaving until about 4:15 am. I got asked to stay and help with set-up, so I did, trying to keep my mind off of her. I got home about a quarter to five. I fell asleep around Six this morning, I just got out of the shower. I have to work at 2:30 until midnight. Afterwards probably going to ronnie's b-day party. I went half on a liter of Tequllia with J.Sars, which should be tight.
Christmas is drawing near and it seems like it's going to be the saddest time of the month for me. My dad pretty much told me not to come back to his house. He claims I don't care about the family and they don't need to care about me, because I'm a bad influence. That happened thursday along with Juliana telling me she's leaving. I didn't think these things would have this big of an effect on me. I'm the type of person if I get emotionally hurt, I wont talk about, I just tell myself that I don't need anybody, and that I can handle this on my own. I just don't want anyone's sympothy, I guess.
I should be getting a new phone and plan in about a week, so That's all I really have going for me at this point, and that school is out in 8 days. I really dislike the cold.
Well this might be the last update for a while, so I wish everyone a Merry Christmas!
We decided to not go to school all day, I just didn't have the will. I had to work at 3:30 I didn't end up leaving until about 4:15 am. I got asked to stay and help with set-up, so I did, trying to keep my mind off of her. I got home about a quarter to five. I fell asleep around Six this morning, I just got out of the shower. I have to work at 2:30 until midnight. Afterwards probably going to ronnie's b-day party. I went half on a liter of Tequllia with J.Sars, which should be tight.
Christmas is drawing near and it seems like it's going to be the saddest time of the month for me. My dad pretty much told me not to come back to his house. He claims I don't care about the family and they don't need to care about me, because I'm a bad influence. That happened thursday along with Juliana telling me she's leaving. I didn't think these things would have this big of an effect on me. I'm the type of person if I get emotionally hurt, I wont talk about, I just tell myself that I don't need anybody, and that I can handle this on my own. I just don't want anyone's sympothy, I guess.
I should be getting a new phone and plan in about a week, so That's all I really have going for me at this point, and that school is out in 8 days. I really dislike the cold.
Well this might be the last update for a while, so I wish everyone a Merry Christmas!