It happened In only a day
I'm now a Tennessee Citizen,Lady Moc Volleyball player, UTC student, and a Chatt Town Warrior.Pratices are horrible hell but it's what I excpected and I prob would have been disappointed had they turned out to be easy. Then I couldn't complain and bitch to everyone I talk to. I like my dorm room because it feels more mine than any room I've ever had. I don't mind it's small concreate block walls and moldy carpet. This will proabably change. I feel like a diffrent person already. Maybe this is simply a side effect of moving away from everyone u love and everything u know. I like the girls and people here, all possible friends, but deffinatly no best friends. Not like the one's I left. I also find everyone here so immature. No matter how old, all these girls want to do and talk about is getting shitfaced and getting laid. Which is what college kids do maybe I've grown up too soon but I think Im still pretty cool even if I drink not even once a week. I was talking to 2 seniors on my team who had this free for all atitutude and I asked them what they were doing next year with their life ( acctual job and life since college will be over) they had no clue. That might have been what did it for me because I realized I never want to be like them. So we will see what happens. I never seem to be able to find a balance. I had tons friends and had tons of fun in high school. Maybe this is my turn to acctually do school the right way and be one of the best. I wonder If my attitude will change when I accually have to start going to classes? lol