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Well it's a quarter to midnight already and I havn't even started doing anything productive.
Me and Kari leave for Chicago tommorow! I can't wait!!! It's going to be so much fun! #1 thing to remember MY FIONA TICKET!!! We are seeing Fiona Apple at the Rivier theater on sunday night then driving our asses back here! We probably wont get home till like 4am but whatever. It's definatly worth it! We'll probably go to the bar tommorow night then shop till we drop all day on sunday...I can't WAIT!
Other than that I put in my two weeks at TJ Maxx. I'm gonna miss the people I work with and I think I'll even Mt Pleasant a little. I will definatly miss Justin! But I am very excited to go home. I've been having a hard time up here because lately the friends who I thought were my best friends up here have proved themselves false. Katie is a fucking bitch and I hope she trips and knocks out all of her big teeth. Seriously I want to punch her repeatedly untill she is nothing but bloody pulp on the ground. Ugghhh BUT other than her I just dont feel like this is the place for me anymore. My good friends are at home like Kimmy and Nicole and I'll still only be an hour from kari. Justin is the part that I really dont want to leave. We're finally good again and now I have to leave that. I'm worried about a lot of stuff when I move. I'm not just moving home...I'll be done with school on march 3rd. Completely done. I have no idea what I'm going to do when i'm done with school. I have no experience in anything but retail, I have an art degree with a bad GPA, and I have no clue about what I want to do. I'm frustrated because it seems like everyone else knows what they want to do. Why am I so lost? Am I just unable to commit to a decision or am I genuinly confused? I have no idea anymore and I'm sick of not haveing a direction! I want to finish school! I want to get a job. I want to get married (eventually),and I just want my LIFE to start! I feel held back by school right now and it's frustrateing me. Maybe that's just the sign that I am ready to graduate and be in the real world. I wanted nothing to do with the real world a year ago. I wasn't ready then. But i think I've grown up a lot since then and I am ready for the next step in my life.
Well anyways...now that I've typed a novel of my own self help I guess i'll start being productive
Me and Kari leave for Chicago tommorow! I can't wait!!! It's going to be so much fun! #1 thing to remember MY FIONA TICKET!!! We are seeing Fiona Apple at the Rivier theater on sunday night then driving our asses back here! We probably wont get home till like 4am but whatever. It's definatly worth it! We'll probably go to the bar tommorow night then shop till we drop all day on sunday...I can't WAIT!
Other than that I put in my two weeks at TJ Maxx. I'm gonna miss the people I work with and I think I'll even Mt Pleasant a little. I will definatly miss Justin! But I am very excited to go home. I've been having a hard time up here because lately the friends who I thought were my best friends up here have proved themselves false. Katie is a fucking bitch and I hope she trips and knocks out all of her big teeth. Seriously I want to punch her repeatedly untill she is nothing but bloody pulp on the ground. Ugghhh BUT other than her I just dont feel like this is the place for me anymore. My good friends are at home like Kimmy and Nicole and I'll still only be an hour from kari. Justin is the part that I really dont want to leave. We're finally good again and now I have to leave that. I'm worried about a lot of stuff when I move. I'm not just moving home...I'll be done with school on march 3rd. Completely done. I have no idea what I'm going to do when i'm done with school. I have no experience in anything but retail, I have an art degree with a bad GPA, and I have no clue about what I want to do. I'm frustrated because it seems like everyone else knows what they want to do. Why am I so lost? Am I just unable to commit to a decision or am I genuinly confused? I have no idea anymore and I'm sick of not haveing a direction! I want to finish school! I want to get a job. I want to get married (eventually),and I just want my LIFE to start! I feel held back by school right now and it's frustrateing me. Maybe that's just the sign that I am ready to graduate and be in the real world. I wanted nothing to do with the real world a year ago. I wasn't ready then. But i think I've grown up a lot since then and I am ready for the next step in my life.
Well anyways...now that I've typed a novel of my own self help I guess i'll start being productive