024 [Private | Hackable]
Toudou-kun's been sent home, it seems. I suppose I should be happy for him, but... I'm going to miss him. Not as much as Harada-san will... I feel very sorry for him. I don't know what I would ever do if Hijikata-san were sent away from me.
A part of me feels guilty because... I don't want to go back. I know we were doing important things at home, but here, it feels like the old days, back when we were at Shieikan together, before everything got so serious. The Shinsengumi is my life now, my family, but I know what's waiting for me if I go back. I don't want to be sick. I don't want to die like that. It seems so incredibly selfish of me, but I want to stay here, for as long as I can...
A part of me feels guilty because... I don't want to go back. I know we were doing important things at home, but here, it feels like the old days, back when we were at Shieikan together, before everything got so serious. The Shinsengumi is my life now, my family, but I know what's waiting for me if I go back. I don't want to be sick. I don't want to die like that. It seems so incredibly selfish of me, but I want to stay here, for as long as I can...