Private // Easily Hackable

Apr 23, 2008 03:47

There's a battle going on somewhere... I can feel it on the wind, and a part of me wants to be out there, facing whatever it is that's scaring so many people here. That's my duty, right? This may not be Kyoto, the Shinsengumi may not any jurisdiction, but our swords can cut down evil wherever we may find ourselves.

I can't go. I have to stay here, protect my friends. They can't do it themselves right now, and they depend on me. Why doesn't that feel like enough?

Ah, maybe I'm just confused. It's difficult, with Hijikata-san the way he is now. He doesn't know me, and he's not very nice... I don't think I would have liked him if I'd met him when he was like this.

...and then there's... the other me. The one who looks like me. He's... I don't know. I think he scares me, because I don't remember if I was like that or not. I don't want to think I was, but then...

I remember the night I killed that man... Hijikata-san called me a demon, then. Maybe he was right.

Ah, I'm just tired. Looking after everyone is so exhausting. I'm sure it will all seem better in the morning.

[Totally hackable because the samurai is not l337]

hijikata-san, private, hibou curse

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