Aug 18, 2006 00:43
I'm working at Network Vid. and I like it. plus. the pay is hella fine.
Andrew is leaving this weekend for FSU and tomorrow is the last day I'll get to see him for a while.
I don't care what you think, I love him more then anything and I'm going to miss the hell out of him.
I've loss touch with alot of used to be close friends.
And it's sad, but we've all seem to be doing fine without each other, so don't bitch.
I think myspace is absolutely refuckingdiculous. Of course I'm just as obsessed as the rest, but jeez, don't base friendships on it. It's the internet, not real life. I love all of my friends, even though we don't hang out. If I could i'd make my whole friends list my top 8 or whatever. But it's never gonna happen. There isn't enough time in the day.
I'm going to "buckle down" as they say, and actually try and do well at college. I think I'm just going to do nothing but work and go to school so I'll keep myself busy, maybe even through in some dieting and excersizing. Don't laugh. Okay, laugh it was funny hahahah.
Right now, the most imporant people and things to me are Chris Andrew mark megan the fab five heather, college and work. and Granny, she rules.
Btw, megan, she'd love to see you again =]
And I'd love to throw in a little bit of Michael J in there to. Not jackson, you pervs. But Jackomis. =]
Btw if you didn't already know, Chris moved back. Thank God. no really, thank him.
I realized how important it is to people to find love. And I'm so thankful to have found Andrew so soon. and for Megan to have found Mike. I really wish Michael can find a damn girl, and a nice one at that. If he gets fucked over one more time I'll take some legal action or something.
College has got me scuuurrred. I don't have my books or anything. Don't know where my classes are and I'm incredibly scared to meet new people. I like the ones I have now. But I can manage.
I really like how things are starting to turn out.
Yeah I think I'm done for now.
OH, and btw, no comments bitching me out on anything I've said. Nothing in here is directed toward ANYONE. I've been feeling I had to say this stuff for a while now. yeah.